July 12th, 2004

Current Music: so cold [breaking benjamin] Subject: sigh Time: 04:30 pm Current Mood: amused

okies...another boring day at camp...we saw spidey2..but it wasnt that good [first one was better] plus schantz n baymack ditched me n zabatta....not nice we were so bored.... me n schantz had a sex change n baymack n zabatta became permanent emo ppls..[or at least benji wana-bes] i became my dad..wonderful..just wat i always wanted! [in other words...the fab gang n i..drew with water proff eyeliner that wasnt really waterproff on our faces...] yarp..well i want to change my user name..n since no one knows how to do that..or its just not possible..i have to make a new lj...but first i need a new name..so...i need help picking cuz i am an undecided person [lol mere yaar n undecided buddy!] here are the names: ***** break my fall - empty inside - one last time - principle alone - living lies - all that i need - cover ur eyes - simple design - on a mission - falling from grace - fall apart - saving my heart - fall forever - paper thin *****

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July 10th, 2004

Current Music: hit that [the offspring] Subject: boys n girls Time: 12:53 pm Current Mood: moody

best day of camp so far [there were only 3 though]. the bus rides were Gr8!! schantz baymack n zabatta n i had blast! we had many many things going on. we became closer to eric [specially court...cough cough] n we thought she was being mean to him..but it was really eric being mean to ...every1..hes n ass.yup. we are all going to give him the silent treatment now. but...b4 we got mad at him..it was reallly fun! we had the WHOLE BACK OF THE BUS TO OURSELVES..w/ no counslers!! it was soo cool. we had a party! with food! n we had..um..."cuddle buddies" n "group orgies" ..yar...eric ordered us aroung a bit..we almost played strip polkers too...hehe 0=l. yar...camp was actually starting to get fun. schants made me laugh sooo much! talking about our "friend" we will go to the beach n stare at his body all day long! n then em will invite him into her bed. shes the bakinni queen!! ash-im very sorry about the whole thingy at the end of the bus ride...im gonna kill the guy for u! court-now we dont have to worry about u being mean nemore..u go rite ahead! I LOVE ALEX!!! he is the coolest/cutest kid to ever have walked this planet!!

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July 8th, 2004

Subject: stalkers!!! Time: 08:09 am Current Mood: amused

i never knew i had a stalker..i feel special now...um...im not good at bowling..but..OKIES!! brandnewrocker9's LJ stalker is drowningxtears! drowningxtears is stalking you because you are really good at bowling. They are also stalking you in real life. Look out! LiveJournal Username: LJ Stalker Finder From Go-Quiz.com [yar..writing in here again..but i just found out that I was a stalker so....its good for every1 else to know too]

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Current Music: nutting at the moment... Subject: st.rocos Time: 03:17 am Current Mood: bouncy

yesterday was ..um.interesting we had another boring day at camp...they are so stupid there... n i foud out that i am a BAD swimmer [wat a shock] eric is stupid...he likes ash so much..that he didnt come to camp because he thought that she wasnt going to be there...its funny. yarp..okies...he didnt miss much neways... MOUNTAIN CREEK TOMORROW!!! hells ya..i hope its funner than wat has been happeneing at camp lately. =/ neways...after camp i went to the st.rocos festival thingy at oyster bay with schantz, zabatta, n baymack [the best to have in ur heart -from em's pro] n it was funny. it was interesting...yarp...courtney made the counslers VERY mad even though she said she wasnt going to...n she was put on probation b/c she used her website wisely. yar...lol...interesting...WE SAW FIREWORKS!!! YAY. i also assured ryan that i am a complete n utter WACKO! yarp well..that can happen when i get overly hyper 0=l oh..i was just talking to ash [like this exact second] n now court is on SEROIUS MAJOR PROBATION!!!! *7days!!! i love my friends..they are the best...whenever i need them they will be there. i can always count on them [they are also the best ppl to go to if u need a good laugh!] e.s, c.b, a.z

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July 6th, 2004

Current Music: crawling [linkin park] Subject: making the counslers mad Time: 08:22 pm Current Mood: tired

wow...boys n girls club at syosset...its sumthing... hotskates was um....interesting... i cant belive there are only 8! ppl that are the same age as me em ash n cout. its odd..there is us 4, then 2 guys: greg reagan [nuf said] n this loner guy eric/aaran [*see below for more] then there are the two girls: one is premature n the other is a pig [tee hee] they dotn like us very much..they are loners ...but together..they are partner loners! yes..good okies..well there is also a bitch lady who takes away every1's cell n HATES cout! she made her take off her shirt in front of our group. she also made up a rule that a girl cannot sit in the same bus seat as a person with a penis [lol court]...yar...shes wonderful. yarp..i love camp =/ neways...this guy eric..hes pretty cool...at hotskates em ash court n i felt bad that he was all alone so we kinda went up to him n started talking to him. hes funny n nice...she seems cool. FRIEND MATERIAL!!! he is the only other person in this stupid camp that we can be friends with...argh... so..hes flirting with court..pushing her around n stuff...but then after i make fun of him for "finding his girlfriend" he goes..u confused the person i REALLY like...its not her. [it ends up beign ashy!] so we spend a lot of time trying to let him down easy... n then greg goes n ruins it [gr8 one comander UNcool] n then eric goes back to pushing court around..go figure yar..okies...then we went to teen nite..n NO ONE WAS THERE!!! we were the only ones...besides ryan nichols...yar..im not going to go on about that but...lets just say he n court made the counslers mad. tee hee....wow....

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July 2nd, 2004

Current Music: burried myself alive [ the used ] Subject: fridays rock! Time: 10:34 am Current Mood: giggly

i love fridays! [wtf..the time is messed up..it should say PM..w/e] my friends are the illest! i heart them sooo much! well...we had a kickass time at the mall tonite. we found shreya her future hubby..n guess wat..HES OLDER!!! hurrah..yay..exciting for her! n then we were checked out by there 40 year old mexicans n hispanics about 5 times! no joke...it was scary..they were gonna rape us!! heeee me n EMOly are no sisters-we were doing n thinking n saying n looking at all the same things tonite! it was major coolosity there...lol yar..i love friday nites at the mall with my ill possy!! gr8 insiders: -ditching shreynizzle -we're FROLICKING here!! -the 80s are back!! -halmark cards i did miss rob though....o well..everything cant always go rite =\ *cass OH YEA!!! i just realized....[party b/c of talking to rob yesterday] that im not IN LOVE with brand new...i mean..i LIKE some of their music...but i dont LOVE ne of it..n most of their songs i dont like at all... so now im annoyed that my livejournal name is BRANDNEWROCKER9!!! cuz..i dont even like them that much....maybe at the time i was all 'BN happy'..but i realized there are MANY MANY other bands i couldve picked to make my lj username!! grrrrrrrrrrr...o well...hee hee

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July 1st, 2004

Current Music: ment to live// only hope by switchfoot Subject: confusion Time: 03:31 am Current Mood: contemplative

hi all.. this week...has been extremely chaotic..but also...not..um..yar my sis came over to sorta "get herself together" [shes having probs...yar...=( i feel really bad for her. It's things like this that happen that make me not want to grow up and have the responsabilites of adults n live in the adult world. the women in my family, so far, cannot trust the men. My older female relatives all had problems with their significant others in their lives...i do not whish for this to happen ever again to them...or me or my other sis. its a harsh world out there n some people are just not ready to live in it..i mean i can probably hold out..but will i be strong enough to get through it all? i know nothing really BAD or TERRIBLE has ever happened to me, but when something does happen [knock on wood] i wonder how i will take it, what i will do, how i will react. yar...i have many things to think about at the moment...

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June 30th, 2004

Current Music: dare you to move Subject: heat hyperness Time: 03:53 am Current Mood: hot

hello la la la la....im kinda hyper...n bored...la la la [its the heat] guess wat! SPIDER MAN 2 is out today!!! i wana go see it with ppls! yay... well im insanely bored..n i have nothing else to do...so i figured i havent really updated in a while so...here i am ...writing out this lj...fun fun fun... i need to know how to color this thing...can sum1 please help me with this...tanx anywho- DEAR CASSIE is STILL available..n i wont beg of nething but....IM SO BORED!!!PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WRITE TO DEAR CASSIE!!!!! thank you for your support. *psycho chick =P

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June 24th, 2004

Current Music: afi- the leaving song part 2 Subject: grr Time: 12:33 pm Current Mood: disappointed

aaahhh! this is not cool...o well HAMSTERS ARE ATTACKING WHALES IN A FISH TANK!!! O NOOOOO WE BETTER GET THOSE STUPID PENGUINS ..im telling u THEY ARE EVILLLLLLLL!!!! they need to be kept under close watch! they will take over the world sumday those tricky, sneaky, sly, EVIL penguins. u wait n see if u think im crazy, go ahead, live ur lives, go about ur business WHILE THERE ARE EVIL PENGUINS ON THE LOOSE!!!! im out *cass o yar- DEAR CASSIE is STILL available to EVERY1 ...i havent got alot of letters/comments in a while from the DEAR CASSIE regulars...i wonder what happened...ASK ME STUFF ^_^

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June 22nd, 2004

Current Music: a vampire's lament, deanna the arsonist [atreyu] Subject: graduation Time: 02:44 am Current Mood: loved

hey all people i love dearly it is graduation soon. im SO EXCITED...not. newho. today was kinda weird. first off we were help in school 2 hours later then we were supposed to be..im telling u they were trying to keep us hostage but make it LOOK like we were "rehersing" for grad. newho i was sitting by erica m emily [cough cough japs] n erica goes "remember in 6th grade we were in homeroom together. u didnt dress like u do now, then. u were a girly girl. ur all punked out now. are u punk?" i gave her a look like GO TO HELL. she didnt take the hint...o well..i wana strangle ppl like that. ARGH newho again, TODAY WAS SOOO BORING. until i came home went online, n GUESS WAT HAPPNEED!! im not telling u im just gonna say..YAY newho if u were my REAL friend u would know wat happened. yea...later me,court,ash,em, n shreya are going to FRIENDLY'S to celebrate leaving the hellhole forever!!! yay come join us!! k DEAR CASSIE is still available to all who are in need of help/advice. tootles *cass ps. my eye is falling out...i need help

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